I've really had it with being shut down because I'm looking to better myself. I'm growing older I need to start providing for myself and giving myself a better life. But you know , you can't work 6 days a fucking week when you're in school, you can't do much when you barely have time to work and get some money . It's fucking aggravating when I can see for myself that what I'm doing is in fact helping me but clearly I'm "dumb" or "stupid" for wanting to go that extra step as to getting another job . I have my car payments every fucking week, my phone bill if needed, food for myself, and most importantly school. I barely have a check after taxe